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Friday, May 3, 2013

FAQ #2- Hypnosis Origin

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FAQ # 2 of Confessor FAQ Fridays!

How did I get introduced to the world of erotic hypnosis?


I added this picture because the hypnotist resembles Mozart haha

My interest in hypnosis developed later than my kink and BDSM interests. I was one of those people who sat in the audience during hypnosis stage shows. I was fascinated and captivated by them but I never thought I would be able to be hypnotized. I must admit that I was skeptical. I thought that these participants were faking it. However, the hypnotist reassured us that he could tell if they were not responsive. He would simply tap their shoulders to indicate that they should sit back down.

Many moons later, specifically Fall 2011, I was referred to a hypnotherapist by a teacher for some anxiety issues I was experiencing. I had traveled to the Big Apple for my hypnotic adventure. I was nervous and excited all at once. I had doubts that it would work, even though I really wanted it to be successful.

The setting was relaxing. The hypnotherapist was very kind. We talked about my anxiety before the actually hypnosis session started. She discussed triggers that we could put in place for when I got worked up or nervous. The hypnosis session was a little strange. It was the first time that my mind had become completely relaxed and blank. I couldn't think. I couldn't talk. I couldn't move. I could just listen and breathe. To me, that was the most exhilarating feeling. For once my brain was finally turned off!! The constant worrying, stressing, thinking of 20 million things at once ended. I was shocked at how easy it was for me to go deep. I honestly didn't think I would be that responsive because of my brain constantly traveling at 80 mph.

I visited her a second time. This session was recorded and given to me so I could listen to it whenever I thought I needed a maintenance session. I felt so relaxed and calm. I felt motivated and convinced that I could take on anything.

So... many months went by and not once did I ever think about the other possibilities one could do with hypnosis. It wasn't until June 2012 when I met a Dom on FetLife who told me about erotic hypnosis. I couldn't believe I never thought about that possibility before. I was intrigued and decided to explore it a bit further with him.

I feel comfortable saying that I am an erotic hypnosis addict. I absolutely crave it. I crave the feeling of helplessness it gives me. I crave the Total Power Exchange shared between the two participants. I crave the orgasm control and denial in addition to cumming on command. I enjoy the floatiness and the rush I get from going into trance.

Although I love going to trance a lot, I do not trance with the first person I meet. It takes time for me to build up trust and really get to know my potential partner. I also do not like trancing with multiple people. I am working with someone right now and I am quite happy.

Feel free to ask questions or message if you feel inclined to do so!

Cheers!
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